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Valentine's Day
...written on 2005-02-14, @ 10:25 p.m.

So now that I am in highschool it has been getting harder and harder for me to update, not because I am busy but because a lot of highschool stuff is too hard to explain. Some of my feelings are too hard to explain in words, and there are some things I don't tell anyone and I try not to let myself think too loudly for fear I will accidentally say them out loud and some one will hear. They hear too much that goes on in my head anyway. I start thinking to myself and I get so wrapped up in that I start blurting out random junk in classes, like art, and people like Bridget H. give me funny looks and sort of nervously laugh it off. I defientally need to write in here more, because when I do I don't tend to get so much junk piled up and things that I don't want people to know start spilling all over the place.

Valentine's Day A.K.A. Crap Day. The time when I hate being single. I think Valentine's Day has been used too much as a gimick to get people to buy candy, cards, flowers, and balloons. But it can be a sweet holiday when couples are creative about showing how much they care. Being single it doesn't matter how creative I am. But I did make some homemade valentines for some of my friends.

Every girl got a heart first hour. If she talked to a boy he got her heart, at the end of the day the boy with the most hearts was named "King of Hearts". I kept my heart till lunch, which surprised a lot of people. I only did it with the help of my cousin Luke, the ag teacher, who said hearts didn't count in his class. Then John said he wouldn't take my heart if I talked to him, until I made some comment about shaving to him and he threatened to take it away.

At lunch, I gave my heart to Mike (Doug's older brother, a Junior...that has been swapping crazy pictures we draw for each other with me). I'm not even really sure how that happened. Then I ended up sitting by him at the end of lunch and he said "yeah I like sitting by you better than Jarad. I think this is how it should be everyday." Then he put his arm around me and I counted shoulders. I love that game. It was fun, and I am glad I can flirt like that and not expect anything. It made my day better.

Today was my Grandparent's 51st wedding anniversary or something like that. So I ate dinner at my aunt's house with the rest of my family.

Now I am Troy's Valentine for the rest of the night. I will send him an e-card.

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