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Goonies Never Say Die.
...written on 2004-12-26, @ 10:31 p.m.

It's been almost a week and a lot has happened. Some of it I am not going to talk about or be able to talk about till after the death of two people or all crap could come down in my life.

I think that I have changed a lot over the past year and I look back and I notice some little things that no one else has or probably ever will.

1) I am a lot more compassionate to people.

2) I forgive easier.

3) I realize how short life is.

4) I have a stronger faith in God.

5) I am becoming more independent physically.

6) I am becoming more reliant emotionally.

7) I am giving up more for other people around me.

8) I have felt the pain of death of a good friend and now I fear losing more.

9) I have stopped sharing as much about myself with other people.

There are probably others, but I don't see them.
On Christmas Eve Day around 4:00 A.M. John's dad died. At that time, I was sitting out in a corn field wondering if I would ever get out of the below freezing temperatures and get into bed.

Christmas at our house was great. I got the kangaroos and other presents I had wanted. The puppies are healthy and everything seems to be calm and good now at home. I have been driving.

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