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Crappy Crappy Shit Shit
...written on 2004-09-17, @ 6:31 p.m.
Today sucked.
Blake rejected me and I feel odd. I am not upset as upset about him not liking me, I am even more upset about being rejected, but I will get over it in a few hours probably. But until I get over losing everything I had to lose, I will be in a shitty mood.
So until I get over myself I am going to have to pretend I am in a good mood, pretend I am in a mood that other people, and not be near absolute hysteria because that would be being over-dramatic and the whole point of asking him out was so that if he said no I could finally find closure. And trying to find closure sucks.
To Do List:
1) Find something to wear to the football game.
2) Be in a good mood.
3) Do not scream or cry. Smile and laugh.
4) Think happy thoughts.
5) Manage 2-4 while at the football game.
6) Enjoy the game.
7) Tomorrow at 9 A.M. clean up after football game.
8) Tomorrow night babytsit Skye, Tyler, and some 8 year old boy.
9) Sunday: Church, Religion Class, Work at Septemberfest for church.
Besides not being a good mood this weekend sucks...