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Embarressing/Pathetic Things About Me
...written on 2004-11-30, @ 9:58 p.m.
Most People Don't Know:
*I have been OCD for a long time. When I was little I would not go to bed unless I had consumed three meals that contained meat.
*When I am really enjoying a song sometimes I sing it without realizing it until someone comments on it and then I don't remember singing it (ANNA lol). I also do this a lot when I am thinking very violently or having an arguement with myself.
*In my head I make romantic plots and short stories up about things the perfect guy would do to sweep me off my feet. Usually I name this guy Parker because I think it is a sexy name.
* When I am depressed or bored I eat the most fattening foods imaginable. I also bake when I am in those moods.
* I love some really popish songs like Hanson's "Penny & Me".
*On Sunday nights, I stay up late just so I can hear the Nighty-Nights on Cane's show. I think they are really romantic and sweet.
* I am terrified of kidney stones but I am also worried about Osteoperosis. Kidnney stones are caused by excess calcium and Osteoperosis is caused by not enough. I constantly worry about both.
* I almost fainted today when I got real close to John and I smelled how good he smelled. I wanted to swoon. But then I had to control myself so not to make a complete fool out of myself.
*I miss the weight of his ring on my finger and all that it symbolized. I felt safe when I had it on.
* When I am absent minded and not carrying on a conversation very well it is usually because I am making up some extremely fluffy romantic saga in my head.
*I really do sort of like Dido. I just pretend I don't so I don't seem weak or something.
* I listened to country music again today. Shame shame.
*If I could be any fictional character I wanted I would be Andy(the pretty girl)off the Goonies. I think that is her name.
*I am an extremly jealous and possessive person.
* I am afraid of getting old. I wish that I could be 16 now and stay 16 forever without ever looking older.
* I am afraid of commitment. Look at all the relatioships with guys I have ever had before as a testament to that.
* I am afraid of clowns because of what might be behind the mask.
* I am afraid I will never fall in love and find the perfect guy for me and if I do I will find some way to screw it up and lose him. This sounds so stupid because I am only 14.
* I believe in fate. This makes me worry that I am fated to die an old virgin maid.
Not that anyone cares about any of this random junk, I just wanted to make this list for myself.